DAY 100 OF MY#100DAYSOFMAKEUPCHALLENGE.
I'm going to end this entire series with how it began. I have been in a
constant battle with my depression and my anxiety for the past few
years. There was a time where I had dreams, and ambitions, though as I
got older, and had went through difficult times in my life, I began to
feel that person wither away. In the mirror, once there was this young,
hopeful woman who had things going for her. The next thing I knew, I was
staring back at someone I didn't know anymore. I had let myself go so
badly. It wasn't that I was lazy, or was too busy to take care of
myself, I just simply didn't care anymore. I didn't care about my work
or anything, because I felt like there was no place for me in this
world. No place other than rotting alive on the couch, letting
everything I once was so passionate about go. Just waste my life away,
existing and nothing more. When Carrie Fisher passed, there was this
quote from her I kept seeing. "Take your broken heart, and make it art."
Ive sewn my broken heart back together, made made art with it. This
whole project is built upon fighting against what is tearing me apart on
the inside. My mental illness had taken my art away, and these 100 days
was my way of becoming myself again, becoming an artist again. I have
put my blood, sweat, tears, heart and soul into this project. If you
ever feel like you've got nothing going for you, and that there's no use
in trying, this whole project is proof that you can. I can't thank you
all enough for your love, kindness and support throughout these past 100
Days. It's been quite a journey. Although this series has come to an
end, I'm proud to say that I've regained hopes and dreams, and my
artistry. I don't know where I'm going from here, but I promise it won't
be boring. (Note: this look was inspired by the beautiful work of @raquelitagm)
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